NaKaB!!!

Sapno ke Chadamvesh mein koi aata hai,

Kuch Dhundla saa chehra hai woo,

Joo kaphi sanjidagi se jagata hai..

Kahta hai mujhse,KYA wo tum the?

Waqt ko sharmsaar karne waale!

Nakaboo ke dukandaar ,kya wo Tum the?



Rishto me Chingari lagai jisne!

Apni jijiwisha ke khatir ,chunotti rakhi jisne..

Ek anthhin shrinkhala kii...!!!!!

Jisme tapish thi sholo ki,

Apne Aham ki parakastha me,kya wo tum the?



Kinkartavyavimurh bana me dekhta huin use//

Asamanjas me junjhla kar,lal surk aankho se ghurta huin me use..!!

Kahta huin”KAUN hai jisne yeh himakat ki hai”

Chupa rakha tha jisse maine uski mukhalat ki hai..



Kramash!!!!!!....................

In Confused State!

Life was mine; I was sitting with wine,

Thinking bout the future, and planned to forget,

Whatever I did in past, where I just segregate.

Relations wr hampered, and cacophony was loud...
I can’t hear my voice, Oh… I was shouting around..

People were there and think I m mad,

And yup,,I was thinking that they are bad…

They don’t have to think about me…

So I just shake my head and put memory to sink….

No body is mine, neither my friend wants me to shine…

I m thinking they ll come again and share my wine….! OH GOD![suman choudhary]

Smoke filled the room, i was alone,
An essence of vodka forced me to think about someone..
Whom i cared,whom i loved..for whom i tried my level best..
To be like the one,who is not "I" but someone else..
I changed everything which she doesnt like..
ANd promised myself to be with her...still i alive
Our talk were endless as we shared each sites..
Whether its good or bad,its our daily diet...:)
To our first job,To the first interview we faced..
and also the company at which we disgraced..
i was still with her holding her hand..
remembering her always that for me....She is the only one..
....
..The suddenly...
..
Life became miserable and things wr not not working ...
When we seperated and our relation collapsed suddenly..
..Now..
..
Dark clouds rendered which hided the sun,
May be its a reflexes for what i have done..
I was wrong since i commit a mistake,,
Coz i wanted a doll ,with my music who can shake her leg..
But its me not her ,who desperately tried..
To build the relation once whom we pride..
Then..why this cacophony is not ended yet..
Like sombody scream and i cant reach to get...
Life is mysterious and everybody wants the best..
may be not I coz she always counts me in the rest....

As always...it will be ended without the name of the relation..
But for me its precious and perceiving whtever be the condition..


--
Suman Choudhary